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Sunday, May 23, 2004
Problem...Problem...and another Problem...
ugh. it's been a while. long time no update. dang. no money for rentals and no money for gimmicks. so boring. hope i find a part time job or something i can do to make money.
my family is having financial problem right now. my dad's salary is not enough and my shameless aunt is not helping with the bills. our unit is not an office. it's a residential area. if they want to set-up an office, they shud have rented their on unit. they give my mom P2000 and our bills sum is P11700. not even half. bah. we're even the ones who can't use the appliances when it's office hours. bah. and they're the ones who claim all the rights in using the phone. damn it
my bf and i still got communication with each other. we still have arguments but at least we end it peacefully. i miss him and i know he miss me too. i really need something to do to make money.
things lure inside my mind. things such as this, that, those, better not mention for i might mention some names. i dunno what to think, really. maybe, am not that strong at all. i forgot, am just human and i have my limitation. am no superhero. but, i carry it all, the pains. i forgot, i can cry too. is it too late for me to unmask myself?
that's all for now. bye.
Obsession at the Moment:
Koudelka Iasant
Magic
Books
Chibi Ginji Amano
Quinn
Akira Ijuin
Lilka Eleniak
Latest Addiction:
Koudelka
Wild Arms
Get Backers
Clamp School
L.S.S. of the day:
Where's the Love by Black-Eyed Peas
Posted at 12:09 am by koudelka
Thursday, April 22, 2004
wow, in my last post i just said that am okay. but last monday evening i got sick again. get exhausted? maybe. it's like hell. tuesday midnight, my bf and i had a fight...AGAIN. i cried, first time, coz i can't take it anymore. we jst had a serious fight days ago and now, again. i really dnt knw wat's the coz. i think his reason is kinda mababaw. again, i argue. yeah i admit, i closed my mind dat tym and am not yet fully recovered from fever. but am glad we fixed it at that moment. and in the end, he admit, he jst miss me dat's all. lolz. oh well, i can't hate him can i? i jst love the guy, more than my own lyf. oh well.
am jst a human. i fear the moment that i can't take it any longer and snap out of it. i dnt to lose him, i dnt want us to end. i admit, i miss being a single wherein i can go anywhere i pleases. but, my lyf is different now. i have a boyfriend. a very loving boyfriend named GERARD.
oh and it seems i develop my addiction in sailormoon...AGAIN.
that's all for now. bye.
Obsession at the Moment:
Koudelka
Hikaru no Go
.hack//dusk
Soul Caliber II
Suspense-Thriller novels
Latest Addiction:
Reading Books
Puzzles
Koudelka Iasant
Chai Xiang Hua
Raider Jet
Dead Ringer
Hikaru Shindo
Sailor Moon
L.S.S. of the day:
Kaze mo Sora mo, Kitto
»Koudelka«
Posted at 10:00 pm by koudelka
Monday, April 19, 2004
summer is boring. no. make that super boring. no money. no gimmicks. no party. ok, i could go out too. but, not quite often. and i hate it. i don't want to stay at home. it's boring. got nothing to do. my mom's at home coz she got no work now. plus, my aunt's business is running in our house. so many people, i can't enjoy my stay in our house. in the past years, am always alone. i can do what i want. i can eat what i want. i can watch what i want. now, i can't coz i need to reconsider. i hate it. it's a residential house not an office type. bah. i hate them. and her officemate, or business partner or whatever, always meddle with my business. and we're not even close. drat. i can't use the phone from morning to 6 pm coz they're using it for business calls and fax. why can't they apply their own line? i understand why my cuzn nadz doesn't want to come here anymore. we don't have any privacy at all. they got their's but we got none. lolz. how unfair. oh well, that's how life is. very unfair.
i dunno but lately, am becoming a bookworm again. lolz. i used to, when i was in grade 6. i love reading books. u can always see me with a book on my hand. i always got a bookmark in my bag. lolz. due to boredom, i guess, there's nothing to do but to read books. i just hope i won't run out of it or am doomed again. freak.
oh, and am ok now. i was sick last saturday. exhaustion? maybe. lack of sleep, tonsilitis and colds. triple combo. kewl.
again, thanks to pao for the correction. he said ok. cool. am improving i guess. mwahahahaha. but i prefer math esp. algebra! and thanks for the concern too.
that's all for now. bye.
Obsession at the Moment:
Koudelka
Hikaru no Go
.hack//dusk
Soul Caliber II
Latest Addiction:
Books
Puzzles
Koudelka Iasant
Chai Xiang Hua
Raider Jet
L.S.S. of the day:
Yuragu Koto Nai Ai
»Koudelka«
Posted at 07:50 pm by koudelka
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