wow, in my last post i just said that am okay. but last monday evening i got sick again. get exhausted? maybe. it's like hell. tuesday midnight, my bf and i had a fight...AGAIN. i cried, first time, coz i can't take it anymore. we jst had a serious fight days ago and now, again. i really dnt knw wat's the coz. i think his reason is kinda mababaw. again, i argue. yeah i admit, i closed my mind dat tym and am not yet fully recovered from fever. but am glad we fixed it at that moment. and in the end, he admit, he jst miss me dat's all. lolz. oh well, i can't hate him can i? i jst love the guy, more than my own lyf. oh well.

am jst a human. i fear the moment that i can't take it any longer and snap out of it. i dnt to lose him, i dnt want us to end. i admit, i miss being a single wherein i can go anywhere i pleases. but, my lyf is different now. i have a boyfriend. a very loving boyfriend named GERARD.